It's been a while since I've posted. Even before that I wasn't posting often like I had when I started the blog. I'm just wiped. Yes I know everyone else is too.When I became Clinical Education Coordinator it completely consumed me. The pressure of at any time needed to address something. Worrying about clinical placements. Emergencies popping up with preceptors and students. Paperwork, paperwork, paperwork and babysitting deadlines and the tracking of paperwork. And don't even get me started on preceptor development. Then these new standards. Oy, the clinical education coordinator in my view is just as important if not more in some ways than the ever golden title/role of Program Director.
I had too many life changes at once. The job -Taking over as Clinical Education Coordinator, Tom becoming Chair of our Dept., then a year later 2 new faculty and 1 doctoral assistant search and them coming in and changing too many things at once which was quite difficult and hard for me to process/adapt (I have been to 5 different places prior to Ball State. I had learned to adapt/assimilate then try to change). Becoming Chair of the ATEC and few other things. Personal - My father passed away the same semester all of the searches were going on and he was quite important and his death has proven to be quite devastating. Right before he passed a friend passed way from Cancer and that was quite devastating in a different way.
So what is my point. Well for one, a life, ain't nobody got time for that. Before my Dad passed I felt like I could remember things, keep track of things in my head pretty good. After he died it was such a huge distraction that it seemed to have kicked me off of whatever mental train I was on and put me on one that was slower, had many stops, and sometimes went off track. It took me months to recover and I am still not the same. Part of that is how different things are due to Tom no longer being our PD.
So I had failed to blog much if at all. I just didn't have the mental energy. I think I am finally getting out of that funk finally. I also have something happening at the end of this semester which will take a HUGE distraction off of my plate.
I wanted to say Hi and defend myself not that I need to. I have many pent up thoughts and opinions I look forward to sharing.
